Monday, July 31, 2006

Saturday
went to genia's house for youth. Had teppanyaki and it was really fun!! Haha, thanks genia, john, jayson, baey and perry for teaching me tennis!Tennis is really fun, used to fine it dumb, but now to think of it, it can be rahter addictive. I am like aching all over now. Anyway, played like around 2 hours before dinner then after that, played about another half hour. Teppanyaki was good. Thanks MayWern for the teppanyaki pan. Haha, i was cooking!! and no one got food poisoning, but I was not the only one cooking. Lena! Your cheesecake was good, just that the strawberry was a little sour, would be better without the jelly and strawberry. I was very high that day. I love my best friend! Thanks! I was not in a good mood, but you brighten my day! I love you! ok, somehow, that day many people were feeling troubled. Haiz. Anyway, genia, my mum and I ok. I tried to forget about it. Baey hit genia and genia complained to maywern and so maywern took ''revenge''! WOAH! May Wern runs really fast!! haha, i bet baey's scared of may wern now. Genia must be super happy! Ok, I was a little bored, so was eating seaweed and put it with ribenna. Actually, it is not gross, cause you cannot taste anything. haha.

Sunday
As usual, went for morning service then had to practise for dance. Phanida and I always using the same dance for the past 3 year, just that we taught the new people the dance. Haha. Panida was I were just too lazy too come up with a new routine. Went out dinner with grandparents. I had a high fever last night. Bad sorethroat and a horrible flu.

Monday
I am feeling really sick. But I still went to school, did not want to miss English test as I cannot be bothered to take it another day. Did not do PE. After running 2 rounds, felt really horrible. Like i had no strength at all. But after recess, i felt so much better, and was more hyper. Still having a fever, but at least no more flu. Hope my sorethorat will be ok by tomorrow. Or else, i cannot do debate. haha. Hope 3/7 will win debate! GO DEBATORS!! I BELIEVE WE CAN DO IT!! I better not ruin things tomorrow. Haha, hope my speech is ok.Lao Shi did a personality test on us today and I though i am the only one in the whole class who raised up my hand, the comments were good. Lao Shi said that mine means that i am a good friend, trustworthy, humble and loyal. Guys and girls will wanna be my friends. haha. See, people who are my friends! I am a good friend! haha

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Friday, July 28, 2006

Training yesterday was really horrible! I am like the only person in the class who cannot do a somersault in the pool so everyone get to swim butterfly with somersault excpet ME!! i had to be at the corner practiscing someersault on my own. I can just DIE!! i kept drinking water and its so annoying. Sheesh!

So nowadays the weather sucks!! I am like catching a flu followed by a sorethroat. But i just cannot stop eating chilli and I know my condition will worsened!! haha.. Guides today was like ok. Enrolment ceremony was delayed and mum was waiting and I had to ruch off, so i left early! Sorry Amelia and Ying! You guys gotta go to barker without me. Really want to go but ya. See genia, for you i sacrificed my campfire for you!!

Ok, tomorrow going to genia house to play tennis and I know something is sure to happen to me!! having tepanyaki for dinner! can't wait!

Ok, you are still hiding from me. For your information, I knew this since like before school holidays. I just want to see how long you can keep from me. You said you were coming online tonight to explain things! YA RIGHT! WHAT A LIAR! ANYWAY, I DID NOT JUST COME ONLINE FOR YOU! I GAINED MORE FRIENDS AND SO I AM GOING TO LOSE ONE? FINE! BY ALL MEANS! I DID NOT GAIN MORE FRIENDS, THEY WERE MY FRIENDS SINCE SEC ONE. YOU ARE JUST SAYING ALL THIS TO MAKE YOURSELF SEEM SO PATHETIC. PLS LAR, STOP BEING CHILIDSH AND DON'T SAY I AM CHILDISH CAUSE I AM NOT. YOU ARE NOT WORRIED, BUT YOUR FRIENDS ARE, AND U DON'T WANT THEM TO INTERFERE IN YOUR LIFE! FINE! THEN GO FACE THE CONSEQUENCES YOURSELF. HERE ARE THEY TRYING TO GIVE YOU ADVICE BUT YOU THINK U ARE COOL, WHEN YOU ARE NOT! OBVIOULSY, LOSING ONE FRIEND IS NOT A LOSS TO ME, SINCE ITS USELESS HAVING A FRIEND LIKE YOU. I NEED TO LEARN HOW TO MAKE WISE DECISIONS, WHO TO MIX WITH AND WHO NOT TO. MY OTHER FRIENDS ARE WORTH BEING MY FRIENDS CAUSE THEY BOTHER TO LISTEN TO ME, TELL ME THINGS, TRUST ME. NOT LIKE YOU! SO WHAT IF ITS 3 YEARS THAT WE KNOW EACH OTHER, FORGET IT LAR. I DON'T CARE. LIKE I SAID, LOSING ONE WILL NOT KILL!

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Tuesday, July 25, 2006

Yesterday devotion, Mrs Loong shared about what is real and what is fake, and I totally agree with her. I don't know what type of friends are real and what type are not. But for 3 years in SMSS, I can finally come up with a list of true and untrue friends. I won't name it here.. But whoever who is not true to me as a friend, you should know who you are. I though I could really trust you,since sec one until now, but I realise that I was wrong. All these 2 to 3 years, I have been living in a world of lies!!

I just realise how stupid and dumb I am. Or maybe I realised it long ago, but because I believed and trust you, I ignored whatever people told me. It's been 3 months, and you are still hiding from it. You said I did not trust you, but look who is talking. If not for whoever, I will still be kept in the dark. Not that you must tell me, but I am really dissappointed. You can't hide any longer. Almost everyone knows about it.

I feel really stupid, dumb and idiotic. I never felt like this before. I trusted someone, who said that she trusted me, but I was wrong. I am really really dumb, stupid and idiotic. Really really!!! I don't wish to see you anymore. Probably a week or more, its over between the both of us. I cannot take it anymore. I have better people around me. They deserve a thousand times to be my friend than you. I don't know if you are reading this, but if you are, I really hope you know that I feel really hurt and dissappointed. And to tell you, the one who changed is you, not me!!

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Sunday, July 23, 2006

Zara and I! Mine hongkong friend!
She is super nice!!I miss you and i
hope you miss me too.. Thanks for your
letter, really appreciate it!

Jewel, Eunice me and Samantha!
Eunice the one from hongkong is
between me and jewel! She is super sapstic and
crazy! Thanks for your gifts!

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fearon and cooke
saree models! cooke better lar!
but fearon just as nice!
sam is cooke! steph is fearon!

Ji hae made me pose this!
Ms Indian 2006. see you in
hollywood! haha

Ms indian!

What's with the dots!!

Happy Racial Harmony ecept for the 2
fearonis!

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Saturday, July 22, 2006

MORE PICTURES!!

FinallY one full picture when its is perfect!!

Shabnam helping me to wear! This part was
really embarrassing!

I love you Shabnam! You helped me
with the Saree so that I can finally walk in peace!

Eileen, Me, Sharon, Samantha and Jewel!

OH! THIS PICTURE ROCKS! CAUSE I
AM UNIQUE! WHY? CAUSE THEIR
NAME ALL STARTS WITH S EXCEPT ME!
SEE, I AM SO SPECIAL!

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Friday, July 21, 2006

There are actually more pictures of racial harmony day but sharon, yiting and jihae haven't send to me yet. Ya, I don't know why these pictures are like so blurr but never mind! I was Indian for a day and surprisingly, wearing a saree is not even hot at all. As in i was nto sweating or anything.

I LOVE YOU HONGKONG GIRLS! YOU PEOPLE ROCK! YOU ARE SO SWEET AND BOUGHT ME GIFTS. I AM REALLY SORRY THAT I COULD NOT GIVE YOU ANYTHING AND ALL I GAVE WAS A LETTER. I WILL VISIT YOU GUYS WHEN I GO TO HONGKONG SOME DAY! I MISS YOU AND YOU ARE LEAVING TOMORROW! HOPE YOU WILL HAVE A SAFE JOURNEY BACK! I LOVE YOU EUNICE, ZARA, EILEEN AND GLORIA! YOU GUYS WERE GREAT COMPANY THIS WEEK AND REALLY HOPE THAT YOU HAD FUN IN SINGAPORE! I WILL ALWAYS REMEMBER YOU!!

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Tiff and I were kissing!

me, sharon, valerie and jewel

the four of us again

Poser for a day.

Sharon was being retarded. I cannot be
seen! and ji hae being ah lian??

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Wednesday, July 19, 2006

You see you lar! create so many stupid rules! Cannot this, cannot that.. everything also cannot, Now, no ones wants to where ethinic clothes. Everything is because of you! YOU are so conservative, traditional, old-minded! I cannot stand you anymore! Get out of my sight!!

Replies to tag

To grace: haha, glad to hear that you are feeling better. You are now my new mathematics partner!! haha..

To Pat: You think you very friend ar? In the end also not wearing. But ya, you not the only one, cause of all the stupid rules the stupid person came out with, that is why. Saw you in school wearing today, haha, damn funny. And Pat, I never tell you one ok, is i don't know how you find out, and how the rest found out, i only told samantha and jihae. And stop talking about ahem! Haha, jane jealous?

I think i am so going to die for a maths test, as in will pass, but not very high. The Hongkong people veyr cute. Especially Eunice, she super funny and cute. And in biology class, she was like ''debating'' with peizhen, so funny. Peizhen go call her some ugly monkey. So mean right. Yeah! Congratulations Jewel Yi! you are going to represent our class for the english thing. We Know You Can Do It!! I'll be there for you! Sharon and I ate so much today. We were like so hungry, no idea why. And jewel yi crack this unknown joke that was not even funny. haha, stayed back for a while to help fearon, a little in the saree thing, cannot believe it ok, i am like in cooke helping fearon, haha.. But Jewel Teo did most of the work,so anything wrong don't blame me! Stupid Fat Pat! you go throw the dustbin! So dirty and like you did nto even empty the bin properly lar!!

You changed,
I remained,
You don't even trust me??
Am I right to say that?
You said I did not trust you?
I did, but you did not!
This friendship won't last.

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Tuesday, July 18, 2006

3/7 I LOVE YOU!! PROPOSITION TEAM WON FOR DEBATE THIS TIME. GOING TO COMPETE WITH 3/2 NEXT WEEK. BUT THIS TIME WE WILL BE OPPOSITION AND THE MOTION IS DO YOU THINK COMMUNITY SERVICE SHOULD BE OPTIONAL FOR STUDENTS?

Actually, the topic women are the weaker sex as the proposition does not seem that difficult. Haha, well maybe I really have to admit that guys are stronger but in different asepects. I had a question for the opposition but not enough time! Hmph!! But the proposition was good, not that i am being bias, but probably cause the opposition was not well prepared. Actually, when opposition first speaker gave her speech, I was quite amazed and scared cause she was really good. But no, we won. We ask relevant questions. Never mind. 3/8 you can improve. Anway, the proposition team did really well and congratulations.

Went out with sammy today to but saree.. her was blue and purple and mine was blue and pink. Its really nice, actually, i fell in love with this was that was really nice but it was like 276 DOLLARS! pls, i am not so rich.. haha.. Sam!! i am scared! haha.. ok, anyway, going to figure out what is with that saree tonight.

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Monday, July 17, 2006

HEY PEOPLE WHO TAGGED MY BOARD! THESE ARE THE REPLIES.. SORRY, THEY ARE LATE CAUSE MY COMPUTER WAS DOWN!!

TO PAT:
thanks alot. really appreciate and thanks for being there. ok, i don't really care already,just really disappointed. going to but saree with you tmr! yes! and the chocos still in class!
eat it before ants come!! and i did not msg him, is he msg me and i don't want to msg him. anyway, haha.. you want to know more?

TO JANE: i did not tell pat, i think she found out from the rest. ya, busy? duh, stress, EOY coming and must start studying already. YOU? busy with relationships? guys? girls?

TO GENIA: i love you bestie. thanks, my eyes are better, i am a strong girl. Thanks for being there for me whenever i am in trouble and always hearing my complaints. really appreciate and love you!yes, i can't smile without you. the frog thing is super funny.. haha.. i love you!!

ok, computer, router, house phone, laptop everything spoilt! now only one house phone working, computer is working, but not the laptop, haven't got a new router yet. haha. went out for dinner after youth yesterday at marina. Had dinner at dian xiao er. The food is really nice, different from other chinese food and tasty! mum keeps saying very nice but sinful.haha, although is cramped, its really nice! wanna go back there again!!

GOING SAREE SHOPPING WITH SAM AND PAT TMR AT LITTLE INDIA! DUH?? HAHA, SAM! SHARON IS NOT GOING, REALLY HOPE SHE CAN! HAHA. I AM GOING TO BUT PURPLE OR PINK! YOU GONNA BUY BLUE!! FOR COOKE HOUSE! YEAH! PAT, SHE BUT HER BASKETBALL PATTERN.. HAHA..

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Monday, July 10, 2006

I LOVE YOU ITALY!! YOU WON!! PENALTIES: 5-3.. YOU ROCK MY SOCKS!! I LOVE ITALY!! WORLD CUP 06 GOES TO INCRDIBLE ITALY!! SORRY FRANCE, TRY AGAIN!!

I woke up last night to catch world cup finals. But soon fell asleep. Did not get to watch the penalties part.. Italy was great, though they were like quite rough yesterday.. I dreamnt that france won, but it turned out opposite. it seems that many people dream of something, and it will turn out the oppposite! haha..

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Sunday, July 09, 2006

Saturday

Did not go anyway,but had late dinner like around 9pm.. Kaiyang has violin lessons every saturday and like his lesson always end very late like the official ending time is 7.3pm, but it usually gets delayed until 8.30 to 8.45.. super irritating. It's not his fault, is the teacher's fault. Anyway, we went to Quality hotel for dinner. Had the taiwan porridge buffet there. Not bad, except for the mussels.

Diarrhoea Sunday

I told you the mussels were not fresh! Had diarrhoea 4 times today! Super bad day! Went to fort canning and at singapore dance theatre, saw kim.. she's super funny! She was doing ballet half way then she saw me and her jaws dropped. Can you imagine, a elegant girl doing ballet then suddenly she looks like some funny person. Genia went for morning service at wat ananda today. After the session, we were being retarded taking stupid pictures. Will post it when she sends it to me. Then we went for lunch together. Going to go on a best friend shopping spree during the september holidays. I don't like going shopping with many people. You won't really enjoy yourself..

Things i am going to buy when genia and I goes on our best friend shopping spree in sep hols:
1. belts
2. cardigaen( is that how you spell it?)
3. handbag
4. shorts

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Friday, July 07, 2006

Yeah! School ended early today and like went to macs with jewel yi.. haha.. damn funny, she did not know that i was from SCGS primary.. Then 2 scgs girl walk pass us..

JewelYi: That school uniform is so ugly1
Me: Excuse me, what did you just say, do u know that i am from that primary school
JewelYi:(SHE STARTS LAUGHING NON STOP).. sorry, i did not know that you was from that primary school.. really sorry, i don't know.
Me: So you think your primary school one very nice.. (SHE'S FROM HENRY PARK PRIMARY)

6 australians coming to our class next week for 2 hours to ''study'' with us.. That's so cool! will be mixture of girls and guys and ms lum was like if there is a cute guy, i don't want all 40 of you to go attend to him.. UNDERSTAND?? haha.. then the following week we will have hong kong students with us for 9 days as tiff's gonna host them for the exchange programme thing.. haha..

WHO HAS THE SONG AMAZING BY WESTLIFE? I NEED TO LEARN IT BY NEXT FIRDAY FOR ICF!! IF YOU HAVE, PLS SEND IT TO ME ONLINE! THANKS!!

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Thursday, July 06, 2006

First BRAZIL went out, then germany, then portugal! GO ITALY! YOU MUST WIN! DON'T LET FRANCE BEAT YOU! ALL THE BEST! Finals is on monday morning 3 a.m.. how, should i stay up at watch cause next day have school..

Jewel Yi! Absent for like don't know how long and she is finally back today. Haha, kept calling her hot babe cause of this thing that happened in class. So she was gonna get back at me my calling me pretty chicken or something. Haha.. History class like what lar.. So many people never bring file.The 2 ppl in front of me, 2 ppl behind me and the person beside me never bring file so like they have to stand at the back of the class for punishment.. Suddenly felt so empty cause my surrounding had no one..

This few days have not been very peaceful at home cause like some conflicts.I don't actually blame my parents but no idea why.. At home, bad words starts coming out from my mouth. Like in school, I hear people say and I don't use it cause i know its bad. Words like **** comes out from friends mouth just like that. I don't use them but like they are being stored in my mind. And i use them at home, other bad words, so far haven't use the F*** one yet, but its just a matter of time. I am trying to control already. I don't ming if mum slaps me when i use it, at least i will change. haiz..

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