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Tuesday, July 25, 2006
Yesterday devotion, Mrs Loong shared about what is real and what is fake, and I totally agree with her. I don't know what type of friends are real and what type are not. But for 3 years in SMSS, I can finally come up with a list of true and untrue friends. I won't name it here.. But whoever who is not true to me as a friend, you should know who you are. I though I could really trust you,since sec one until now, but I realise that I was wrong. All these 2 to 3 years, I have been living in a world of lies!!
I just realise how stupid and dumb I am. Or maybe I realised it long ago, but because I believed and trust you, I ignored whatever people told me. It's been 3 months, and you are still hiding from it. You said I did not trust you, but look who is talking. If not for whoever, I will still be kept in the dark. Not that you must tell me, but I am really dissappointed. You can't hide any longer. Almost everyone knows about it.
I feel really stupid, dumb and idiotic. I never felt like this before. I trusted someone, who said that she trusted me, but I was wrong. I am really really dumb, stupid and idiotic. Really really!!! I don't wish to see you anymore. Probably a week or more, its over between the both of us. I cannot take it anymore. I have better people around me. They deserve a thousand times to be my friend than you. I don't know if you are reading this, but if you are, I really hope you know that I feel really hurt and dissappointed. And to tell you, the one who changed is you, not me!!
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