Thursday, August 24, 2006
22nd, 23rd and 24th August! HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MANDY, LORRAINE AND PHANIDA RESPECTIVELY!EOY is coming, and I know that everyone is stressed.Today did not seem well for many of us, especially Me, Jihae and Grace. Sam, she was not well yesterday. Why isn't it that no one understands how we feel? Do anyone how understand how much effort we are putting in, but the results always turn out negative? How many people actually understands how we feel? When we are in need of help, who is the one helping us? Why can't parents ever understand how the child feels? Even how much effort we put in, we still get a scolding. Why must there be exams? Why are there things such as subjects, school, books? Why? Why? Why? Someone help us!!The day started off good until after recess. On tuesday, my group did a history project and we were happy because we felt that we did it well and we deserve good marks. But today, when we got it back, we failed! I haven't even pass a single history test or exam since Jan 01 2006. I can't even pass this project and we all feel that we deserve this mark. I am under stress now, and I do not want to take history. Its such a torture and pain. I could not take it and break down into tears. No one will ever understand what I am going through except sam, jihae and grace.I did my best, I don't want things to turn out this way. Even if i did well for EOY, i will still fail overall, cause 3/4 of the year results will pull me down! OK, next is jihae. You pass maths, but you did not expect those marks. You felt you could have done better. Remember jihae, no matter what happens, sam and i will always be there for you. Remember the 4 million smiles. You will not want to be bald like oscar. Chinese, you improved a lot. Besides, you are not a chinese, so i know its difficult. You are must one mark away to be my standard. That shows that you are not bad already. OK, cheer up.Sam! I know O level maths is difficult, I know you have been putting in effort for biology but things just turn out wrong. As usual, the 4 million smiles, and JiHae and I will always be there for you. One for all, All for one! We will all pull up our socks together ok??Grace.. I am not sure aobut your situation, but I know its similar to the 3 of us. I love you ok! I will try to help you if I can. Don't be sad. Let the four of us stand on our feet together again and pull ourselves up! WE CAN DO IT! Tell yourself that can and we will succeed!PEOPLE! WE CAN DO IT! ALWAYS LOOK ON THE BRIGHT SIDE AND WE WILL DO WELL! I LOVE ALL OF YOU! NEVER GIVE UP CAUSE THERE WILL ALWAYS BE SOMEONE SPECIAL THERE FOR YOU!!
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